CRYER - AFFLICTIONS PT 2

part 2 (two)
this album is for chronic pain and chronic illness to move into the body and sense all the discomfort and confusion that lives there within it
i am afflicted
each song is to
show you what an affliction sounds like
sooth or heal it
or to cause it and undress it
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The Dissisiated Mind - - - made to make you go away - a little dissosiation as a treat
moongazer - - - capturing an absract sorrow, unnamable, unimportant, not caused by anything, 
just there because it is expected, seritonin imbalance
langor... - - sleep song, played many times for many years live, finally captured, for falling asleep when you cant,
 like a lullaby but inside out, vocals recorded on the edge of sleep, or in reverb rooms (rROOMS), all mixing done in bed while eepy

CRYER - AFFLICTIONS PT 1

THIS ALBUM IS FOR
CHRONIC PAIN    CHRONIC ILLNESS
TO MOVE INTO BODY AND ALL THE PAIN THAT SWELLS THERE ----- I AM AFFLICTED
EACH SONG IS TO
SHOW YOU WHAT AN AFFLICTION SOUNDS LIKE / BE A SOUND TO HEAL OR SOOTHE THE AFFLICTION / TO CAUSE AN AFFLICTION IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND IT
GOODLUCK aND MAY UR PAIN CEASE

CRYER - before the ground

REALISATIONS IN ONE SPACE
It feels like something is terribly wrong - Or I excpect it to be out of habit - I cant get to it - Though I want to - Through the netting of thoughts - Of thoughts of what they want - What I am to do - What needs to be done - How I am meant to be - What it would be best to say - What to feel - Where to be - Why to be - And how
BEFORE THE CHANGE - GROUND
REALISATIONS BEFORE THE GROUND
Who edures contradtion without shame?
BEFORE THE DIRT - FOR THE - HANDS IN THE WHOLE - HOLE --- In a sense of    -----      GROUNDING

CRYER - VIEW FROM OUTSIDE

Made with intentions to explore outside,  //outside my room,  //outside the country,  //outside grief,
//outside those things that bind me.  - Recorded outside.
Ultimately failing to do so,  //falling/failing within.  - Mixed inside.
How do the spaces I have abitarily devided in two, give shape to what is between them? It is,
//rhythm in flapping,  //space between words,  //presence represented by absence,
//boarders between speach and silence.  - A view from without from within from outside of it and also nothing at all.

CRYER - VIEW FROM ELSEWHERE

This album is dedicated to Adison Whitley and all those he left behind. Recorded between February 2018 and March 2019 Presented here in chronological order
-I WILL NOT HIDE FROM WHAT THIS IS. This is my journey from death, towards death. This is my journey through distance, removal, suffering, silence, loss of faith, of a love. This is a love song for He who has left us here. To find the things He has left behind for us. To fill the space He left with ourselves. This is capturing the movements in this new space, this space called elsewhere. Where we have all been before.
This is stepping deep into this space and pulling sounds of the the waters.
This is to talk about suicide, depression, sorrow and deep loss. And finding moments of beauty that it can leave us. To not run from the strength it can give us, to understand.
This is finding purpose for feelings that can not be removed until time takes them.